23 June, 2025

Lipstick

 Lipstick

[Verse 1]

The city lights blur through the rain-streaked glass

Another Friday night, movin' way too fast

But then I saw you standing by the record store

In your vintage mini skirt, wanting something more


[Chorus]

Tights and lipstick, a dangerous combination

Long hair flowing, a sweet intoxication

Every step you take, a rhythm in my soul

You got me hypnotized, losing all control


[Verse 2]

We talked for hours 'bout everything and nothing

Shared secrets whispered, hearts suddenly touching

The vinyl spun around, a soundtrack to our bliss

Sealed with a stolen kiss, I couldn't resist


[Chorus]

Tights and lipstick, a dangerous combination

Long hair flowing, a sweet intoxication

Every step you take, a rhythm in my soul

You got me hypnotized, losing all control


[Bridge]

Some people search a lifetime, never find the spark

But in your eyes, I see a light that cuts through the dark

A fearless kind of love, electric and so true

Everything I ever wanted, darling, it's you


[Chorus]

Tights and lipstick, a dangerous combination

Long hair flowing, a sweet intoxication

Every step you take, a rhythm in my soul

You got me hypnotized, losing all control


[Outro]

Tights and lipstick, yeah, you got the look

Caught me in your spell, like turning in a book

Forever and always, that's how it's gonna be

Tights and lipstick, just you and me

London Marathon Love Song

 London Marathon Love Song

[Verse 1]

Cobblestone streets, a different life

Before the miles, before the strife

Remember cheering, standing tall

Watching heroes give their all

London's heartbeat, loud and strong

A memory where I belong


[Chorus]

London Marathon, a faded dream

Echoes of footsteps, it would seem

Chasing pavements, reaching far

A shooting star, that's where we are

Nostalgia's river, flowing free

The London Marathon, lives in me


[Verse 2]

Training schedules, dawn's first light

Pushing limits, with all my might

Friends beside me, strong and true

Sharing dreams, and seeing them through

The starting pistol, a sudden burst

A thirst for glory, quenching thirst


[Chorus]

London Marathon, a faded dream

Echoes of footsteps, it would seem

Chasing pavements, reaching far

A shooting star, that's where we are

Nostalgia's river, flowing free

The London Marathon, lives in me


[Bridge]

Now the crowds are just a haze

A bittersweet and bygone phase

The finish line, a distant shore

But the spirit lingers, evermore


[Chorus]

London Marathon, a faded dream

Echoes of footsteps, it would seem

Chasing pavements, reaching far

A shooting star, that's where we are

Nostalgia's river, flowing free

The London Marathon, lives in me


[Outro]

Lives in me, yeah, lives in me

The London Marathon, eternally

Postcode Glow

 Postcode Glow

(Verse 1)

Friday night, postcode glow

Same old faces, same old show

Scrolling through my Insta feed

Another life I don't quite need

Sippin' on a lemonade

Wishin' I could elevate

This feeling, this humdrum scene

Dreamin' 'bout what might have been


(Pre-Chorus)

Heartbeat kickin' like a drum

Knowin' there's gotta be somewhere from


(Chorus)

Here, yeah, I gotta break free

Hear, can you feel it with me?

We're gonna light up the sky tonight

Leave all the shadows behind us, right?

Here, yeah, we're gonna be loud

Hear, standin' out from the crowd

Yeah, we're gonna own this town

Turn the volume up, spin around, around


(Verse 2)

Walking down the same old street

Headphones on, can't feel my feet

Thinking 'bout that missed connection

A silent, unspoken affection

Rain starts fallin', mirroring me

Lost in this urban reverie

But then a smile, a friendly face

A little bit of saving grace


(Pre-Chorus)

Heartbeat kickin' like a drum

Knowin' there's gotta be somewhere from


(Chorus)

Here, yeah, I gotta break free

Hear, can you feel it with me?

We're gonna light up the sky tonight

Leave all the shadows behind us, right?

Here, yeah, we're gonna be loud

Hear, standin' out from the crowd

Yeah, we're gonna own this town

Turn the volume up, spin around, around


(Bridge)

Maybe we're all a little broken

Maybe that's why our hearts are open

To finding hope in the ordinary

A spark that sets our souls free, yeah


(Chorus)

Here, yeah, I gotta break free

Hear, can you feel it with me?

We're gonna light up the sky tonight

Leave all the shadows behind us, right?

Here, yeah, we're gonna be loud

Hear, standin' out from the crowd

Yeah, we're gonna own this town

Turn the volume up, spin around, around

08 June, 2025

Still Training

 Still Training 


So I am still training toward the marathon distance, but today I decided just to do a long run without increasing the distance that I have so far run.

I ran a half marathon at a nice steady pace testing how to drink and eat while running, I still have a lot to learn on how to fuel a marathon.

Saying that I have run a half marathon with no breakfast and no food during or water during the run,  it was okay did it in just over 2 hours. Admittedly it was during the spring when temperatures are lower, and I also ran very early morning, such that I saw sunrise, which is always nice in the countryside.

So I will try the longer run after I have done the Martian Run due in Woking on the 22 June. Its the run that goes through the sand pit that the Martians' fist land in, in the book War of the Worlds.


03 June, 2025

London Marathon 2026

 London Marathon 2026


So some very big news that I need to record here is that I am running the London Marathon in April 2026!

So far I have managed to run29Km a full marathon is 42K!

So I have distance to go to get to the distance.

I am aiming to do a practice marathon in July, my plan is to get comfortable at running 33-35 k so come the day next April I hope to feel confidant that I can run it and not let down the charity that I am running for, which is Make a Wish.

I have had two donations so far, I have been very lucky in that the donation amount that I had to raise has been paid in full.

So I know have to do my bit and not let them down in running the distance in 5 hrs or less.


Chasing Sunsets

 Chasing Sunsets


(Verse 1)
Rain's fallin' sideways, typical Tuesday
Another coffee buzz and a crowded Tube delay
Scrolling through my phone, seein' faces I don't know
Just searchin' for a signal, somethin' real to hold

(Pre-Chorus)
Used to think I needed diamonds, flashing lights and designer clothes
But all I really crave is somethin' deeper, somethin' that nobody knows

(Chorus)
'Cause I'm chasing sunsets, not headlines
Finding beauty in the simple things, these precious times
Yeah, I'm trading heartbreak for open skies
Living my life, no compromise
Chasing sunsets, yeah, just chasing sunsets

(Verse 2)
Remember late night taxis, arguments and slamming doors
Thinking love was drama, always wanting more and more
Now I'm walking by the river, watching the world go by
Finding peace in silence, beneath a softer sky

(Pre-Chorus)
Used to think I needed diamonds, flashing lights and designer clothes
But all I really crave is somethin' deeper, somethin' that nobody knows

(Chorus)
'Cause I'm chasing sunsets, not headlines
Finding beauty in the simple things, these precious times
Yeah, I'm trading heartbreak for open skies
Living my life, no compromise
Chasing sunsets, yeah, just chasing sunsets

(Bridge)
Maybe I'm a dreamer, head up in the clouds so high
But I believe in better days, underneath this endless sky
Letting go of yesterday, stepping into the light
Everything's gonna be alright, everything's gonna be alright

(Chorus)
'Cause I'm chasing sunsets, not headlines
Finding beauty in the simple things, these precious times
Yeah, I'm trading heartbreak for open skies
Living my life, no compromise
Chasing sunsets, yeah, just chasing sunsets

(Outro)
Chasing sunsets...
Oh, oh, oh...
Chasing sunsets...
Just chasing sunsets...

Hopeful

 Hopeful

(Verse 1)
The 6:15 pulls into the station's hum,
Another day is done, feeling numb.
Then she walks in, a light in the gray,
Same seat, same time, every day.
Holding a book, a coffee in hand,
A silent story I long to understand.

(Chorus)
Train girl, train girl, across the aisle,
A hopeful flicker, a hesitant smile.
Is this more than just a fleeting glance?
A fragile maybe, a second chance?
Train girl, train girl, what do you see?
Could you ever fall in love with me?

(Verse 2)
The city lights blur in the window pane,
We steal glances, again and again.
A silent language, unspoken words,
A symphony played by restless birds.
Tonight she looks up, our eyes finally meet,
A spark ignites, bittersweet.

(Chorus)
Train girl, train girl, across the aisle,
A hopeful flicker, a hesitant smile.
Is this more than just a fleeting glance?
A fragile maybe, a second chance?
Train girl, train girl, what do you see?
Could you ever fall in love with me?

(Bridge)
Then she speaks, two words, soft and low,
A gentle ripple, a hopeful flow.
"Hello there.", a whisper in the air,
An invitation, a whispered prayer.

(Chorus)
Train girl, train girl, across the aisle,
A hopeful flicker, a hesitant smile.
Is this more than just a fleeting glance?
A fragile maybe, a second chance?
Train girl, train girl, what do you see?
Could you ever fall in love with me?

(Outro)
The train slows down, her stop is near,
A promise lingers, banishing fear.
Train girl, train girl, until tomorrow,
Maybe this longing will end in joy and not sorrow.

London Love (Updated)

 London Love

[Verse 1]

Steel rails hum a lullaby, down in the London Underground

Neon ghosts flicker and die, echoes of futures we conjure

Another day, another pound, lost in the automated grind

But in my dreams, the city's unbound, leaving this world behind


[Chorus]

Dreaming of Neo-London's spire, chrome sunsets in the binary sky

Where circuits sing and robots admire, the electric tears that I cry

Dreaming of Neo-London's gleam, a digital paradise, a vibrant extreme

A coded escape, a silicon dream, far from this underground stream


[Verse 2]

Faces blur in the passing light, each a story yet untold

Holographic ads ignite, promises of futures bought and sold

The platform sighs, a weary breath, as the train lurches into the dark

Searching for life beyond this death, a glimmer, a future, a spark


[Chorus]

Dreaming of Neo-London's spire, chrome sunsets in the binary sky

Where circuits sing and robots admire, the electric tears that I cry

Dreaming of Neo-London's gleam, a digital paradise, a vibrant extreme

A coded escape, a silicon dream, far from this underground stream


[Bridge]

They say the future's predetermined, a path laid out in algorithms cold

But in my heart, a flame is burning, a story waiting to unfold

Beyond the tunnels, beyond the grime, a new reality takes flight

A chance to transcend space and time, and bathe in artificial light


[Chorus]

Dreaming of Neo-London's spire, chrome sunsets in the binary sky

Where circuits sing and robots admire, the electric tears that I cry

Dreaming of Neo-London's gleam, a digital paradise, a vibrant extreme

A coded escape, a silicon dream, far from this underground stream


[Outro]

Down in the Under, the journey ends,

But Neo-London waits, just beyond the bends.

A silicon promise, a digital shore,

Dreaming forevermore.

02 June, 2025

I'm already there

 I'm already there

(Verse 1)

Scrolling through my feed, another perfect face

Got me questioning my worth, in this digital space

Filter on, smile wide, but I know it ain't real

Hiding all the messy parts, the way we all feel


(Pre-Chorus)

But lately I've been thinking, maybe it's a lie

This pressure to be flawless, reaching for the sky


(Chorus)

'Cause I'm good enough, yeah, I'm already there

Scars and imperfections, I wear them like I dare

To be myself, unapologetically free

This is my revolution, just wait and see

I'm good enough, yeah, I'm more than okay

Love me or leave me, I'm shining anyway


(Verse 2)

Used to chase the likes, the validation game

Lost myself in the echo, forgetting my own name

Tried to fit the mold, but the edges wouldn't bend

Now I'm breaking all the rules, starting at the end


(Pre-Chorus)

And honestly, it's freeing, letting go of the fight

Embracing all the chaos, stepping into the light


(Chorus)

'Cause I'm good enough, yeah, I'm already there

Scars and imperfections, I wear them like I dare

To be myself, unapologetically free

This is my revolution, just wait and see

I'm good enough, yeah, I'm more than okay

Love me or leave me, I'm shining anyway


(Bridge)

So, to anyone who's listening, feeling lost and small

Remember you're a diamond, destined to stand tall

Don't let them dim your sparkle, don't you fade away

Your worth is not a number, you're perfect anyway


(Chorus)

'Cause I'm good enough, yeah, I'm already there

Scars and imperfections, I wear them like I dare

To be myself, unapologetically free

This is my revolution, just wait and see

I'm good enough, yeah, I'm more than okay

Love me or leave me, I'm shining anyway

01 June, 2025

Every Touch is Electric

 Every Touch is Electric

(Verse 1)

Scrolling through my feed, another perfect face

Another highlight reel, wish I could escape this place

Stuck inside my head, overthinking everything

Is this all there is? 'Cause my heart just won't sing


(Pre-Chorus)

But then I saw you standing there, across the crowded room

Like a movie scene, breaking through the gloom

Suddenly the world's in colour, vibrant and so bright

Maybe, just maybe, everything will be alright


(Chorus)

You're my serotonin rush, yeah, you set my soul on fire

Burning brighter than the stars, taking me higher and higher

Every touch is electric, a feeling so brand new

Serotonin rush, baby, I'm addicted to you


(Verse 2)

Used to play it safe, built walls around my heart

Afraid to take a chance, afraid to fall apart

But you saw through the cracks, the vulnerable inside

You embraced my flaws, nowhere left to hide


(Pre-Chorus)

Now I see you standing there, holding out your hand

Like a lifeline thrown, in this complicated land

Suddenly the world's in motion, spinning 'round and 'round

With you by my side, solid ground is found


(Chorus)

You're my serotonin rush, yeah, you set my soul on fire

Burning brighter than the stars, taking me higher and higher

Every touch is electric, a feeling so brand new

Serotonin rush, baby, I'm addicted to you


(Bridge)

They say that love is a drug, well, I can't deny

This feeling's got me buzzing, reaching for the sky

No more hesitation, no more looking back

This is real connection, staying on the right track


(Chorus)

You're my serotonin rush, yeah, you set my soul on fire

Burning brighter than the stars, taking me higher and higher

Every touch is electric, a feeling so brand new

Serotonin rush, baby, I'm addicted to you


(Outro)

Serotonin rush, oh-oh-oh

Addicted to you, yeah-yeah-yeah

Serotonin rush, oh-oh-oh

You, you, you

London Town Low

 London Town Low

(Verse 1)

Subway rumble, London town low

Headed eastbound, nowhere to go

Lost in the rhythm of the metal train

Then your eyes met mine, eased all the pain


(Pre-Chorus)

Never seen you before, felt like I knew you for life

Sharing secrets whispered, escaping all the strife

On that Northern Line, a bond began to gleam

More than just a moment, a shared, unspoken dream


(Chorus)

Underground connection, a chance encounter's grace

Loyalty ignited in this unexpected place

London's heartbeat drumming a soulful, steady beat

Friendship forged forever in the underground heat


(Verse 2)

Platforms flashing, faces blur and fade

But your steady presence, a promise unafraid

Shared headphones humming, classic R&B flow

Laughing 'bout the journey, watching feelings grow


(Pre-Chorus)

Never seen you before, felt like I knew you for life

Sharing secrets whispered, escaping all the strife

On that Northern Line, a bond began to gleam

More than just a moment, a shared, unspoken dream


(Chorus)

Underground connection, a chance encounter's grace

Loyalty ignited in this unexpected place

London's heartbeat drumming a soulful, steady beat

Friendship forged forever in the underground heat


(Bridge)

Years have passed since that fateful ride

Through stormy weather, you stayed by my side

A constant anchor, a soul I can depend

Our underground story, a journey without end


(Chorus)

Underground connection, a chance encounter's grace

Loyalty ignited in this unexpected place

London's heartbeat drumming a soulful, steady beat

Friendship forged forever in the underground heat


(Outro)

Yeah, in the underground heat

Our friendship's strong and sweet

London's in our souls, that much is true

Me and you, me and you, forever, through and through.

30 May, 2025

A London Laugh

 A London Laugh

A London laugh, a sunlit street, Where old and new architecturally meet. She strides along, a pink-clad gleam, A modern girl, living a vivid dream. Sunglasses hide, yet joy shines through, A cityscape of grey and blue. Towering heights, a clock's soft chime, She moves through space, suspended in time. Cobblestone path beneath her feet, A rhythm echoes, bittersweet. The laughter rings, a vibrant sound, In London's heart, her spirit is found. Brick and glass, a juxtapose, Her happiness grows, as the story shows. Each passing moment, a memory made, In this grand theatre, a role she's played. The city's pulse, a constant hum, She's one with London, never glum. A simple joy, a carefree heart, A masterpiece, a work of art. With open mouth and head up high, She walks the street beneath the sky. This London moment, pure and bright, A fleeting glimpse of pure delight.

Red Dress

 Red Dress

A crimson tide, a sequined gleam, A woman stands, a living dream. A scarlet gown, a daring slit, A hint of secrets, softly knit. Pearls cascade, a silver stream, Reflecting light, a vibrant beam. Stockings whisper, dark and sheer, Whispers of boldness, drawing near. A chaise lounge, a leopard's grace, A silent witness to this space. Blue satin heels, a vibrant hue, A confident stance, forever true. Her gaze direct, a fiery spark, A woman's strength, leaving its mark. Red lips pursed, a silent vow, A portrait painted, here and now. The sequins dance, a restless fire, Reflecting back a deep desire. A touch of vintage, a modern twist, A captivating glimpse, I can't resist. The light caresses, soft and low, A captivating and timeless show. A vision bold, a crimson queen, A moment captured, evergreen.

Un Fold

 Un Fold


In shadows deep, a siren sits, Eyes of silver, lips that flit. Lace whispers secrets in the air, A silent promise, a hidden snare. Hosiery gleams, a golden sheen, A glimpse of fantasies unseen. Fingers trace a silken line, A story etched, a subtle sign. Agate whispers on the wall, As secrets rise, and empires fall. The curtain hangs, a velvet shroud, Around desires, spoken loud. She pauses, caught in thought's embrace, A wistful longing on her face. The silver cuff, a shining gleam, Reflects a half-forgotten dream. Each curve a verse, each pose a rhyme, Suspended in the realm of time. A moment captured, raw and bold, A story waiting to unfold. She is the poem, unwritten yet, A tapestry of shadows met. In every gaze, a world untold, Where truth and beauty both unfold

Summer Dress

 Summer Dress

In a dance of sunlit grace, A vision stands, time cannot erase. Her dress, a canvas, white and bold, With roses painted, stories told. A touch of mischief in her eyes, A strap that slips, a sweet surprise. Against a wall of gentle hue, A golden hour, dreams come true. Her hand upon her hip so slight, A pose of power, bathed in light. Each curve and contour, soft and free, A celebration of what can be. She twirls and sways, a floral dream, A summer's day, a vibrant gleam. In every glance, a subtle art, A portrait etched within the heart.

Shadows Deep 2

 Shadows Deep 2

In a room of blues and muted gold, A vision stands, a story to be told. A dress of sheerest azure, softly gleams, Reflecting light like half-forgotten dreams. Stockings climb, a shadow on the skin, Where secrets hide and fantasies begin. A glass of champagne, held with steady grace, A toast perhaps, to time and cherished space. Beside the bed, a promise lies in wait, Of silken sheets and whispers at the gate. An artwork hangs, of blooms in quiet hue, Mirroring the woman, elegant and true. The carpet swirls, a patterned, warm embrace, While she remains, the mistress of this place.

Shadows Deep

 Shadows Deep

In shadows deep, where secrets reside, A lamp's soft glow, her beauty untied. On sheets of white, a vision so rare, With silken touch, and passionate stare. A sheer dress, a whisper of light, Her form revealed, a captivating sight. Hosiery dark, a contrast so bold, A story untold, a romance to unfold. With grace and poise, she holds her ground, In this intimate space, love is found.

Vintage Love

 Vintage Love

In a room of vintage dreams, a modern princess stands, A tiara gleaming, held gently in her hands. Two icons grace the wall, a timeless, silver screen, While in her grasp, a plush pig, a whimsical, soft scene. Her gaze, a blend of mischief and a heart so pure, With lashes long, a siren's call, a sweet allure. The overalls suggest a playful, casual ease, Yet crowned she is, a queen among the trees. Is she lost in reverie, a world of make-believe, Where stars align, and every heart can truly weave? A romantic notion whispers on the breeze, A princess in denim, finding love and inner peace.

Small Tiger

 Small Tiger

Behind the ivory waterfall, a tiger's mask does gleam, Emerald eyes, a verdant pool, disturbed from a sunlit dream. A blue horizon, soft and deep, a stage for paws so grand, From quiet ambush, secrets keep, a creature of the land. Stripes of earth, a whispered tale, of wilderness untamed, In nature's play, without a fail, a story framed and named. Breathless wonder, slightly shown, a silent, watchful plea, The feline heart, forever known, a wild intensity.

Inspired Verses 2

 

Inspired Verses 2
In realms of cocoa brown, a starlit night, A dress of polka dots, a joyful sight. She stands with hands akimbo, a queen's command, A whimsical presence in this painted land. White dots dance on black, a cosmic swirl, Her smile, a sunrise, chasing every whirl. Legs clad in darkness, a grounded grace, In every line and curve, a timeless space. A portrait of joy, a story untold, In patterns and posture, brave and bold. The universe whispers in the dress she wears, A dance of confidence, dismissing cares.

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